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| 12:48am 22/08/2008 |
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I'm in the city now and it's pretty sudden change.
For the good things, I really like my dorm and suitemates Liz and Jordan
My roomate Courtney is the shit and we're seriously like sisters because we wind up wearing the same outfits without planning so. She's so cool!
I've been acquainting myself with the city and I'm learning quickly I'd say.
As for the bad news, I really haven't made any friends yet because everyone's really sticking to their roomates and suitemates.
I miss kitty and I'm nervous about school starting because my art dept. meetings were intimidating
but most of all, not being with Nicky is really, really hard.
It's hard to suddenly stop seeing someone when you're used to seeing them and loving them everyday.
I'm sure we'll get used to it but as of now, it's really hard.
We'll see how everything goes.
I really love you sweetie and I miss your kisses.
thank you for this beautiful image and "forever young" movie.
It's a work of art sweetie.
http://vimeo. com/1571086
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| 10:39pm 10/03/2008 |
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I don't have a lot on my mind, but I feel like giving an update.
Life at school sucks
Life at home is depressing
Life when Nicky's around is only vice.
I cherish it so much, I think it's impossible for the boy to ever go sour.
I love him to death.
Still, I want warm weather and sun so badly.
Turning our clocks forward was such a legitimate sign of moving forward to spring. I love it.
I have an art gallery after school (in school) on the 18th, just me and two other people, but it kind of means a lot to me so if you want to come, it's starts at 2, will end around 3.
come see some of my art!
Most things are pretty mellow right now,
but I feel like I've become quieter, around my house and around school and stuff.
I don't know why, like, I think "Why am I not talking? How come I can't think of anything to say?"
It's just weird because I feel like I'm pretty outspoken.
Pleaseee give me Friday.
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| 05:30pm 04/03/2008 |
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oh god what I'd do for an AA quarter pounder with cheese...
hahah it says this on their website:
"Welcome to All American's Website!
There is only one original All American...
We are the only All American Hamburger Drive In. There will not be a store opening in Smithtown or any other location.
Next time you visit, be sure to pick up a gift certificate! "
The Smithtown thing made me laugh (cough American Roadside)
yesssssss give me that omg |
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| 10:11am 21/02/2008 |
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Thank you so much baby. The album is SO GOOD
But come on, why? why do you have to be featured on the myspace homepage?
Eh, then again I'm happy for them.
Just like I've accepted the fact that random kids from my school, or almost everyone I know, is now going to the show in March. Whatevsss
It should only matter about how I feel when I listen to them.
I guess I just want other people to fully appreciate their sound, and not just listen to them because they're something different or "underground."
There's not one song I don't like from this album.
Fucking love you, Why?!!!!
So this who AP art thing is starting to kind of piss me off.
The whole being-forced-to-make-art on the same fucking subject for at least 12 pieces is getting tedious.
Maybe it's just my laziness,
but I really just enjoy doing random things that account for Art.
Like painting a giant owl on my wall like I did the other day. Nothing to do with AP
but it's not like I can put in the time and get credit for it for the stupid class.
( what I did friday-yesterday )
So far, it's such a beautiful break. I really am not looking forward to school, but I am looking forward to summer or even spring to say the least.
Everything is going so well. I'm a happy girl
I'm in love and I've got all that I need.
Cookie I loveee youu :) |
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| 07:53pm 13/02/2008 |
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This is why I love you so much.
Car from NickandTiffy on Vimeo.
Thank you for making this for me cookie. I love our other videos and I can't wait to see more.
You mean worlds to me cookie |
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| 07:53pm 05/02/2008 |
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so this weekend was pretty crazy,
Friday before Nicky left was beautiful, and I missed him all weekend.
It was nice hanging with Mel, Ashley, Kim, Danielle, Allie, Tyler, Jess, and other people.
The sleepover at Mel's with Kenny, Konrad, and Greg was so much fun. Late night Walgreens runs before we went to Rockinghorse Ranch haha yumm 80345346 feet long twizzlers.
The whole ride to Montauk, mind you it's about 4 in the morning, was so fun and happy.
Great music and cruise control.
Things kind of turned around when I got my first ticket doing 50 in a 30 zone. ::sigh:: if only that didn't happen, my weekend wouldn't have ended so shitty.
At the quick stop on a viewing peak on the side of the road we hung out and took pics in my car, then hurried to the Point as the sky began to get brighter
Chase the Sunrise! Hurry Hurry!
At a perfect location nearby the Lighthouse, on a crazy cliff overlooking the water, we bundled in blankets (or just me and mel) and watched the warm glows change in the hazy horizon.
God I'm such a poet!!!!!!!!! hahah
but seriously, what a beautiful image, wish you were there to see it with me cookie.
I drove home to Why? while the sun began to rise behind us, and the kiddies slept in the back.
Tried sleeping a little at mels
Back at home, a fun Superbowl Sunday (I actually watched the whole game!)
A beautiful, appreciated and mending walk in the woods with my love
Who later tucked me in after his shift at work :>
Senior cut day, saw my baby before work..cookieee :X...and after work...Cookieeee!!! :X
SO beautiful, so worth the oversleeping of my curfew.
I seriously love you so much.
Today, told my mom about the ticket :/ she wasn't to thrilled at all, but eventually it seemed alright since we kept talking about it and went to some stores.
My dad, on the other hand, when I had to tell him the news, absolutely flipped.
Threatened a lot of things. Let's hope I'm still going to FIT
Knowing my family's punishments this will probably blow over in at most a week. Hopefully :/
Sigh. A very stressful situation.
Funny cause in my dream last night I told my dad and he was cool about it and stuff.
Complete opposite.
Thank you for the surprise Daffodils baby. Kissing you in my backyard just makes everything so much better.
School tomorrow, a good way to leave the house for a good portion of the day.
I think I'll go shower and paint my toenails.
I love you so much baby. |
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| 10:12pm 30/01/2008 |
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I really hate being moody and tired.
but I did all my homework and hung out in my room most of the day after art honors.
did some drawing, listened to music. I love shuffle.
( a sketch from tonight )
anyways, goodnight
Greg bring my headband to school tomorrow! |
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| 11:51pm 24/01/2008 |
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some amazing events coming up in the next few months...all thanks to my cookie
Seriously, life is so fucking good. I can't be happier.
why am I even on LJ? |
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| 01:07am 24/01/2008 |
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oomggg seriously, what is this?!!! SOO CUTEEEE
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| 06:27am 14/01/2008 |
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FUCK THE WEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( |
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| 09:30pm 08/01/2008 |
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So yeah... I got accepted into FIT! :) Can't wait to start living in the city. I have a ways before that though, and I'm gonna enjoy all I can. (Except school because it sucks!)
One of life's necessities lately is watching as much of the OC season 2 as possible, with Nicky of course. I love it so much.
I love my cookie like crazy lately! This year so far is just off to such a great start with our relationship.
I had something else to write, but I forgot. I'm tryin' to keep with my resolutions.
oh and btw
I found that pic posted on my owl lovers LJ community. It's ridiculous. Not that I would get it on the neck like that, but it def makes me consider getting an owl tattoo even more.
Maybe I'll just paint all sorts of em on my walls.
Enjoy the rest of your week everyone! |
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| 09:46pm 03/01/2008 |
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So finally, as I sit here eating Outback Mac n Cheese that Konrad brought me home from work (thank you!!! :D), I have been thinking about this year ahead and the year that just passed, and decided to write a bit about it.
Today, I could barely get changed because it was so hard for me to wake up without a shower. But when I went outside to start my car early to get it heated up, I double-take'd and found a XXX vitamin water on the front of my car, accompanied by a note in an envelope.
Only one person would ever do such a thing :>
My cookie bun.
Seriously, what a beautiful note cookie. A perfect recap on the last year that passed, and what an amazing year it was.
I'm not going to go into it on here, but those who shared it with me will hopefully remember all that I do. What a great year.
What an incredible note.
School overall is just getting more annoying. I really just want the year to end.
I don't really know what else to write, except that I am so excited for tomorrow :D.
Not for AP art conferences though. blech.
Alright so here it is, goals and such for 2008. Hopefully I can look back and make sure most of this happened.
No specific order.
-try to draw everyday in my sketchbook
-eat 85% healthy food
-either signing up for the gym (blech) or doing stretches and sit-ups in my room almost everyday
-take routine sleeping less seriously
-continue to let my hair grow long
-save a bit of money from each paycheck so I have it for college spending
-sleep over nickys
-decorate my room with art
-sneak out
-Finish the OC collection, or just watch season 2 again with Nicky once we're done.
-manage my time wiser (instead of 1 hr of DS, 1 hr of TV, and 1 hr of sleep, 1/2 hr of DS, 1/2 hr of sleep, 1 hr of art)
Big year ahead. Turning 18, starting college, and loving Nicky to no end :)
I'm excited! Happy new year.
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| 12:00am 22/12/2007 |
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Haven't updated in soo long. I barely go on the computer, if I so go on I probably don't even go on AIM, so apologiezzz if you've been trying to keep in touch.
Honestly I really came on here to say how much I'm gonna miss being home for Christmas and seeing Nicky and being by my kitty's side. I wish I could replace all three of those things right now, but for my Grandma's sake, I just can't. It just sucks.
I was looking forward to going, but as soon as you left cookie it hit me. I was all alone- not even the kitten was in my room to get ready for bed with me. :<
I don't want to pout but I can't help it. 75 degrees on Christmas day doesn't work for me. I hope I'll have fun, I'll try to.
I'll miss you so much cookie, wish we could kiss Christmas morning. Tonight was beautiful, and thank you for your thoughtful gifts this year.
Kitty, I'm coming back before you know it. Trust Nicky he'll take care of you. Don't be scared bb.
Have a Merry Christmas everyone, enjoy your break, and I'll see you when I get back.
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| 12:34am 24/11/2007 |
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wtf haha.
Today was really fun hanging with Konrad, Elly and Nicky.
I don't want to work tomorrow.
I want to finish my FIT home test on time.
I don't want to write anymore in this entry
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| 10:57pm 20/11/2007 |
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"Music" part of my entries will be of the music that I listen to in the car of that particular day.Not that it should matter, I just thought it'd be something extra in every entry. Car time is when I can really listen to music.
so lately's been kind of weird, and like really good at the same time. School is getting lamer and lamer, it really just revolves around art and the art room now. My art girls are always there for me too. As for other people, I don't really know what's going on. I just feel kind of quiet and floating. I don't mind. I bet others do, but I guess its just how I am. I feel like I've been this way for a long time.
I feel like something bad is going to happen this year and it will change compared to how things were in the beginning of the (school) year, but whatever happens, happens. There are already surprising things happening this year. Nothing I can do, I got my base of happiness. I depend on it really, and I know I can because it will always be there.
As for my new grey-haired blue-eyed kitten, she's a huge responsibility that I am glad that I accepted.
It's like having a kid or something-making sure it's always fed, safe and happy when the lights are out, making sure it feels loved and comforted, knowing when it needs or went to the bathroom, keeping it occupied, and teaching it as it grows.
So weird, but I really love her. She's super playful and she's growing fast.
I hope she doesn't keep using her nails for everything because I'm losing count of scratches on my arms and clothes.
awwww, she just jumped up on my bed and shes laying in my coat. Ready for bed baby? awww
I want to write more, but maybe tomorrow. I'm glad we have a little bit of a break coming up.
Cookie, you don't deserve what's been happening lately. I'm always here for you and I'm so glad you know that. Know who you are and don't let anyone change that. And if you forget who you are, I'm here to remind you. I love you so so much cook. You're everything. Everything and I mean that. Remember Monday in your room? How beautiful everything turned out to be.
I love you cook. You seriously looked so good at work today. I just didn't want to stop kiss
There are people who do bad to others who are innocent in this world, and it's all around us. If I could, I'd erase all the bad memories in your head and heal all the bruises he's put on your heart. He'll get his some way or another. I wish it could be from me, physically, but all it takes is time. Time will do the work. In the meantime, I'm here, and you know who you are my love. I won't let anyone change that and you can't either. Be strong my love. You're more powerful than you think. |
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| 09:21pm 06/11/2007 |
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Honestly, this weekend that just passed was so good.
I'm already in a christmassy mood, last night my mom and I watched A Christmas Story and that movie seriously is so perfect.
Cookie and I are so good lately. Like, he was the reason this weekend was so amazing. Does anyone want to be carried into bed, half asleep, be dressed in jamjams, then tucked in and laid with and kissed until sound asleep? Well I do. I forever do. But only if it's Nicky doing it like Saturday and Monday night. Sunday was amazing, I'm so glad I went to his house early to wake him up, and eventually fall back asleep before getting Maureen's Kitchen :) COOK COOKKKKKK :'< :) why are you so cute? Why is everything we do just like, perfect?
I can't get enough of us. Our bond is just so unbelievably close.
With all the tragedy lately, I'm really appreciating all that I have. Your life can change in an instant, so it's good to be prepared for it at all times. Then again, I just want to cherish everything, and not to mention drive safer, which I have been.
I like that the campus is closed, cause it gives me more reasons to become an art nerd and just stay in the art rooms practically all day. I just want my school day to consist of that mostly.
I like how monday, when there was barely anyone in the class, me and Molly were just talking. I think us talking, esp. 4th period, helped me get more comfortable and stress-free while doing the still-life. I was way too hard on myself when I first started doing it. So thanks Mol! "daa-lingg, yaar saooo baauutifuull" haha
I'm just really happy right now. I look forward to the weekends (with yew), seeing cookie at work, school (most of the time), and receiving packages in the mail.
I just feel pretty stressless, minus stress for deadlines for college, and I hope I stay that way. Everything is just so good!!! :>
Cookie, I love you with all my heart. You're my best friend.
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| 10:40pm 14/10/2007 |
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I was just looking at pics from today and seriously this was the best fucking weekend. From soup dumplings to long naps to the new touch experience to ice cream with mel and sleepovers with cookie, then a day out eat pumpkin picking, nothing beats it. Seriously cookie I love you too much. It makes me weak at my knees thinking of you and how perfect we are. You're the one baby I love you so fucking much. This weekend means everything to me. |
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| 10:01pm 10/10/2007 |
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I found some old pics going through photobucket...here we go.
wow. fucking good times haha some are so funny. love you all!!! |
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| 05:17am 06/10/2007 |
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bye bye y'alllllllllllll
I love you cookie :) |
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| 11:09am 30/09/2007 |
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Across the Universe was by far a very beautiful movie. Or musical movie. Whatever you'd call it, it was very refreshing and made me feel really good about what I have and my life and shit. Like, the whole time Nicky and I would squeeze each other's arm when something cute was said, something we can relate to. Any movie about love, involving art, new york city, music, or even the Vietnam war movements will definitely interest me.
I seriously love my new haircut. Nicky cut it Friday night before we went into Huntington for dinner. It came out so perfect.
The whole weekend was perfect, minus a long day at work.
I just wish I had more "weekend" free time. Especially to see cookie.
No joke, hands down, without a doubt, Nicky is perfect for me.
My best friend and lover, my companion and support, the person who knows me more than anyone ever will. I can't contain all my love for him inside me.
I'm gonna start relying on my sketchbook all the time. I'm going to be drawing for me, I'm not going to worry about anyone looking at it or perfecting everything I make.
I need to put more art around my room, I need to keep my room clean
School is school, all that sticks out in my mind about school is my friendship with Mel and how it grew again, AP art and college, and Marine Ecology with Greg. I'm very much happy with that.
I can't wait to be in the city doing things on my own, spending time with my baby anytime I want. Just really living it up.
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