tiffany

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 05:06:27 GMT

I'm in the city now and it's pretty sudden change.
For the good things, I really like my dorm and suitemates Liz and Jordan
My roomate Courtney is the shit and we're seriously like sisters because we wind up wearing the same outfits without planning so. She's so cool!
I've been acquainting myself with the city and I'm learning quickly I'd say.
As for the bad news, I really haven't made any friends yet because everyone's really sticking to their roomates and suitemates.
I miss kitty and I'm nervous about school starting because my art dept. meetings were intimidating
but most of all, not being with Nicky is really, really hard.
It's hard to suddenly stop seeing someone when you're used to seeing them and loving them everyday.
I'm sure we'll get used to it but as of now, it's really hard.
We'll see how everything goes.
I really love you sweetie and I miss your kisses.

thank you for this beautiful image and "forever young" movie.
It's a work of art sweetie.

http://vimeo. com/1571086

goodnight. I love you baby

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 02:47:13 GMT

I don't have a lot on my mind, but I feel like giving an update.

Life at school sucks
Life at home is depressing
Life when Nicky's around is only vice.
I cherish it so much, I think it's impossible for the boy to ever go sour.
I love him to death.

Still, I want warm weather and sun so badly.
Turning our clocks forward was such a legitimate sign of moving forward to spring. I love it.

I have an art gallery after school (in school) on the 18th, just me and two other people, but it kind of means a lot to me so if you want to come, it's starts at 2, will end around 3.
come see some of my art!

Most things are pretty mellow right now,
but I feel like I've become quieter, around my house and around school and stuff.
I don't know why, like, I think "Why am I not talking? How come I can't think of anything to say?"
It's just weird because I feel like I'm pretty outspoken.

Pleaseee give me Friday.
The weekend and my baby, my two favorite things.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 22:34:08 GMT

oh god what I'd do for an AA quarter pounder with cheese...
hahah it says this on their website:

"Welcome to All American's Website!

There is only one original All American...

We are the only All American Hamburger Drive In. There will not be a store opening in Smithtown or any other location.

Next time you visit, be sure to pick up a gift certificate! "

The Smithtown thing made me laugh (cough American Roadside)

yesssssss give me that omg

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 16:05:27 GMT

Thank you so much baby. The album is SO GOOD
But come on, why? why do you have to be featured on the myspace homepage?
Eh, then again I'm happy for them.
Just like I've accepted the fact that random kids from my school, or almost everyone I know, is now going to the show in March. Whatevsss
It should only matter about how I feel when I listen to them.
I guess I just want other people to fully appreciate their sound, and not just listen to them because they're something different or "underground."

There's not one song I don't like from this album.
Fucking love you, Why?!!!!

So this who AP art thing is starting to kind of piss me off.
The whole being-forced-to-make-art on the same fucking subject for at least 12 pieces is getting tedious.
Maybe it's just my laziness,
but I really just enjoy doing random things that account for Art.
Like painting a giant owl on my wall like I did the other day. Nothing to do with AP
but it's not like I can put in the time and get credit for it for the stupid class.

So Friday, Nicky and I hung out in the mall for a while, I got my Fafi Mac Makeup!!!!! omgggg so Happy. I really hope I get the cardboard Fafi display (like Nicky requested for me :>)
I seriously love Fafi so much.
I had an obsession last year and the year before, but since then it's kind of died down. And now I'm all wacky for her work again!
It's amazing how many things her work is featured in now. From Adidas, to Mac, to Married to the Mob clothes... It's awesome

We snacked and waited for Ada, but overall I just love spending time and doing whatever with Cookie. It's just so much fun and never gets old.
Laying in his bed never ever gets old.

We saw Jumper with Alex, Ada, Brian, and James and the movie was pretty good. I love Rachel Bilson! And the thought of being a jumper and all you can do with it was prob my fav part about it.

Saturday, after a grueling 8 hour at work, Nicky and I took a night in and lounged in his bedroom, napped, watched Invader Zim (which I never though I'd enjoy so much) and even ordered Dominoes and ate it in bed :)
Such a beautiful and comfortable night.
Visited Alex, Brian, Ada, Billy, and James at the Bowling alley (in ma jam jamz) and it reminded me of how I miss bowling! And I wanna bowl even though I'm bad haha
Saturday night was a beautiful ending of a day.

Sunday, since Nicky took off, we went to Roosevelt, didn't buy anything, and went to ALL-AMERICAN Drive in :D sooooo YUM. I looove car rides with you Nicky. Even if I'm driving, we always have the best talks. It's beautiful.

After that we drove straight to Patchauge (Sp?), to see Kris Roe from the Ataris do an acoustic set. It was soooooo good.
He played all these sappy love songs and it was just so awesome.
I was tempted to draw him the whole time but I didn't wanna miss a note or a kiss from ma baby who was holding my tight.
He played so many songs! Too bad he couldn't remember how to play "Looking Back on Today" because that song is fantastic acoustic.
After the performance, Nicky and I went up to up and congratulated him, he complimented Nicky's shoes and my Pocky Bag.
That bag gets a lot of compliments. She's a happy bag.

We were hanging at the Oasis for a while, thanks to Alex who was talking to Kris and his buddy about cell phones.
Nicky got me a signed ticket from Kris :)

Went to the Diner after and saw this Kid Anthony and his friends, Anthony, who also played that night is a huge Ataris fan, and he knew Nicky from High School I think?
Played a frustrating game of sudoku, and spent good time with everyone.

Kris Roe decided to stop by! And he's a very nice guy.
Alex made Dinner Plans with them in the City for the following night. Beautiful!

Monday, we carried out our "dinner" plans and headed to the city, very exciting.
It was me, nicky, brian, in one car, Alex, Ada, Anthony, and his girl Nicole, in another car.
And Kris Roe and his friend (fuck what was his weird name?) in the blue Neon
HOV all the way there.

Frist stop, American Apparel<3
I'm so lame.
But I really am lame, though. Because I didn't buy anything!
Idk I just didn't know what I wanted.

Then we went to the amazing Sushi place, it was like underground and nameless on the outside.
I got a delicious bowl of Miso soup and a small, but amazing shrimp tempura roll.

Kris Roe is so cool. I still can't get over that I had dinner with the lead singer of the Ataris. Thank you Alex!

We split apart, and Nicky, Brian, and I went to China Town :D eee! I loove eggy custardsssssss
Elizabeth Center, Marimo Store (finally opened!), bear poo, excrements/extractments ahahh. Lots of Laughs.
Stocked up on snacks for home, then dropped Brian of and headed out.

A beautiful car ride with baby once again.
We made our way to ALL-AMERICAN soooo yumm again. Cause the sushi wasn't so filling hehe
Tried to save the burgers for home. I ate half of mine heh

Before calling it a night, Nicky tucked me in.
Kind of a new thing that I love oh so so much.
Seriously, it's soooo cute and beautiful and loving.
He gets me ready, tucks me in and lays beside me and kisses me or massages my hands and tummy before I'm half asleep.
If I'm lucky, he'll come back in the room again and give me more kisses.
I just never want him to leave. My heart gets so heavy knowing he's walking out the door.
I just want to be with him all the time. Everything is so beautiful with him near.

Our relationship is so amazing lately too.
Everything is so happy and loving an he is so affectionate I can't even take it sometimes, I just melt all over the floor.
He's ma baby forevvvvaaaaa
He always goes out of his way to make me smile, and I never stop smiling.

Tuesday, I lounged around the house, cleaned my room and painted on my wall.
It's a white line painting of an Owl spreading its wings, ready to catch a prey. And the prey is in fact a Diamond! SOOOO though-provoking!
No but really it's just cause I lover Owls and gems.

Work went by super fast, I got my whole shift with Nicky. He gives me notes when we're back-to-back on register :). He kisses me in the box! How much better could this get?

After work he came over, along with Alex and Ada, and we make quesodillas and hung out downstairs.

Another tuck-in from my cookie :D :D I love being tucked in!!!!!!

Yesterday was another relaxing day, I played my DS a lot, took a long nap with my pets, and just hung out.
Because of the lunar eclipse, Nicky and I went to our Dec. 1st rooftop for a but to see the orange moon.
It was so fun and thrilling and cinematic. I really feel safe with him, everything is such an adventure with him.
I'll keep you warm anytime cookie :)

Delicious food channel, then another tuck-in :D and a long night sleep.

So far, it's such a beautiful break. I really am not looking forward to school, but I am looking forward to summer or even spring to say the least.

Everything is going so well. I'm a happy girl
I'm in love and I've got all that I need.
Cookie I loveee youu :)

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 00:58:13 GMT

This is why I love you so much.

Car from NickandTiffy on Vimeo.

Thank you for making this for me cookie. I love our other videos and I can't wait to see more.
You mean worlds to me cookie

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 01:28:45 GMT

so this weekend was pretty crazy,
Friday before Nicky left was beautiful, and I missed him all weekend.
It was nice hanging with Mel, Ashley, Kim, Danielle, Allie, Tyler, Jess, and other people.
The sleepover at Mel's with Kenny, Konrad, and Greg was so much fun. Late night Walgreens runs before we went to Rockinghorse Ranch haha yumm 80345346 feet long twizzlers.
The whole ride to Montauk, mind you it's about 4 in the morning, was so fun and happy.
Great music and cruise control.

Things kind of turned around when I got my first ticket doing 50 in a 30 zone. ::sigh:: if only that didn't happen, my weekend wouldn't have ended so shitty.

At the quick stop on a viewing peak on the side of the road we hung out and took pics in my car, then hurried to the Point as the sky began to get brighter
Chase the Sunrise! Hurry Hurry!

At a perfect location nearby the Lighthouse, on a crazy cliff overlooking the water, we bundled in blankets (or just me and mel) and watched the warm glows change in the hazy horizon.
God I'm such a poet!!!!!!!!! hahah
but seriously, what a beautiful image, wish you were there to see it with me cookie.

I drove home to Why? while the sun began to rise behind us, and the kiddies slept in the back.
Tried sleeping a little at mels

Back at home, a fun Superbowl Sunday (I actually watched the whole game!)
A beautiful, appreciated and mending walk in the woods with my love
Who later tucked me in after his shift at work :>

Senior cut day, saw my baby before work..cookieee :X...and after work...Cookieeee!!! :X
SO beautiful, so worth the oversleeping of my curfew.
I seriously love you so much.

Today, told my mom about the ticket :/ she wasn't to thrilled at all, but eventually it seemed alright since we kept talking about it and went to some stores.
My dad, on the other hand, when I had to tell him the news, absolutely flipped.
Threatened a lot of things. Let's hope I'm still going to FIT

Knowing my family's punishments this will probably blow over in at most a week. Hopefully :/
Sigh. A very stressful situation.
Funny cause in my dream last night I told my dad and he was cool about it and stuff.
Complete opposite.

Thank you for the surprise Daffodils baby. Kissing you in my backyard just makes everything so much better.

School tomorrow, a good way to leave the house for a good portion of the day.
I think I'll go shower and paint my toenails.

I love you so much baby.

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:15:01 GMT

I really hate being moody and tired.

but I did all my homework and hung out in my room most of the day after art honors.
did some drawing, listened to music. I love shuffle.

anyways, goodnight

Greg bring my headband to school tomorrow!

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 04:51:55 GMT

some amazing events coming up in the next few months...all thanks to my cookie

Seriously, life is so fucking good. I can't be happier.

why am I even on LJ?

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 06:07:15 GMT

oomggg seriously, what is this?!!! SOO CUTEEEE

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 11:27:25 GMT

FUCK THE WEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Liddle newz

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 02:36:11 GMT

So yeah... I got accepted into FIT! :) Can't wait to start living in the city. I have a ways before that though, and I'm gonna enjoy all I can. (Except school because it sucks!)

One of life's necessities lately is watching as much of the OC season 2 as possible, with Nicky of course. I love it so much.

I love my cookie like crazy lately! This year so far is just off to such a great start with our relationship.

I had something else to write, but I forgot. I'm tryin' to keep with my resolutions.

oh and btw

I found that pic posted on my owl lovers LJ community. It's ridiculous. Not that I would get it on the neck like that, but it def makes me consider getting an owl tattoo even more.

Maybe I'll just paint all sorts of em on my walls.

Enjoy the rest of your week everyone!

2007-2008

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 03:12:11 GMT

So finally, as I sit here eating Outback Mac n Cheese that Konrad brought me home from work (thank you!!! :D), I have been thinking about this year ahead and the year that just passed, and decided to write a bit about it.

Today, I could barely get changed because it was so hard for me to wake up without a shower. But when I went outside to start my car early to get it heated up, I double-take'd and found a XXX vitamin water on the front of my car, accompanied by a note in an envelope.
Only one person would ever do such a thing :>
My cookie bun.
Seriously, what a beautiful note cookie. A perfect recap on the last year that passed, and what an amazing year it was.
I'm not going to go into it on here, but those who shared it with me will hopefully remember all that I do. What a great year.
What an incredible note.

School overall is just getting more annoying. I really just want the year to end.

I don't really know what else to write, except that I am so excited for tomorrow :D.
Not for AP art conferences though. blech.

Alright so here it is, goals and such for 2008. Hopefully I can look back and make sure most of this happened.

No specific order.

-try to draw everyday in my sketchbook
-eat 85% healthy food
-either signing up for the gym (blech) or doing stretches and sit-ups in my room almost everyday
-take routine sleeping less seriously
-continue to let my hair grow long
-save a bit of money from each paycheck so I have it for college spending
-sleep over nickys
-decorate my room with art
-sneak out
-Finish the OC collection, or just watch season 2 again with Nicky once we're done.
-manage my time wiser (instead of 1 hr of DS, 1 hr of TV, and 1 hr of sleep, 1/2 hr of DS, 1/2 hr of sleep, 1 hr of art)

Big year ahead. Turning 18, starting college, and loving Nicky to no end :)
I'm excited! Happy new year.

Don't expect another entry for a while.

goodbyesss

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 05:25:13 GMT

Haven't updated in soo long. I barely go on the computer, if I so go on I probably don't even go on AIM, so apologiezzz if you've been trying to keep in touch.

Honestly I really came on here to say how much I'm gonna miss being home for Christmas and seeing Nicky and being by my kitty's side. I wish I could replace all three of those things right now, but for my Grandma's sake, I just can't. It just sucks.

I was looking forward to going, but as soon as you left cookie it hit me. I was all alone- not even the kitten was in my room to get ready for bed with me. :<

I don't want to pout but I can't help it. 75 degrees on Christmas day doesn't work for me. I hope I'll have fun, I'll try to.

I'll miss you so much cookie, wish we could kiss Christmas morning. Tonight was beautiful, and thank you for your thoughtful gifts this year.
Kitty, I'm coming back before you know it. Trust Nicky he'll take care of you. Don't be scared bb.

Have a Merry Christmas everyone, enjoy your break, and I'll see you when I get back.
Love you all!

I just wanna post this pic

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:40:21 GMT

wtf haha.

Today was really fun hanging with Konrad, Elly and Nicky.
I don't want to work tomorrow.
I want to finish my FIT home test on time.
I don't want to write anymore in this entry

except that I love you cookie and I wish we can fall asleep in my bed until the sun came up. I really need that.

update?

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:20:47 GMT

"Music" part of my entries will be of the music that I listen to in the car of that particular day.Not that it should matter, I just thought it'd be something extra in every entry. Car time is when I can really listen to music.

so lately's been kind of weird, and like really good at the same time. School is getting lamer and lamer, it really just revolves around art and the art room now. My art girls are always there for me too. As for other people, I don't really know what's going on. I just feel kind of quiet and floating. I don't mind. I bet others do, but I guess its just how I am. I feel like I've been this way for a long time.
I feel like something bad is going to happen this year and it will change compared to how things were in the beginning of the (school) year, but whatever happens, happens. There are already surprising things happening this year. Nothing I can do, I got my base of happiness. I depend on it really, and I know I can because it will always be there.

As for my new grey-haired blue-eyed kitten, she's a huge responsibility that I am glad that I accepted.
It's like having a kid or something-making sure it's always fed, safe and happy when the lights are out, making sure it feels loved and comforted, knowing when it needs or went to the bathroom, keeping it occupied, and teaching it as it grows.
So weird, but I really love her. She's super playful and she's growing fast.
I hope she doesn't keep using her nails for everything because I'm losing count of scratches on my arms and clothes.
awwww, she just jumped up on my bed and shes laying in my coat. Ready for bed baby? awww

I want to write more, but maybe tomorrow. I'm glad we have a little bit of a break coming up.

Cookie, you don't deserve what's been happening lately. I'm always here for you and I'm so glad you know that. Know who you are and don't let anyone change that. And if you forget who you are, I'm here to remind you. I love you so so much cook. You're everything. Everything and I mean that. Remember Monday in your room? How beautiful everything turned out to be.
I love you cook. You seriously looked so good at work today. I just didn't want to stop kiss
There are people who do bad to others who are innocent in this world, and it's all around us. If I could, I'd erase all the bad memories in your head and heal all the bruises he's put on your heart. He'll get his some way or another. I wish it could be from me, physically, but all it takes is time. Time will do the work. In the meantime, I'm here, and you know who you are my love. I won't let anyone change that and you can't either. Be strong my love. You're more powerful than you think.

so happyyy :)

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:44:20 GMT

Honestly, this weekend that just passed was so good.
I'm already in a christmassy mood, last night my mom and I watched A Christmas Story and that movie seriously is so perfect.
Cookie and I are so good lately. Like, he was the reason this weekend was so amazing. Does anyone want to be carried into bed, half asleep, be dressed in jamjams, then tucked in and laid with and kissed until sound asleep? Well I do. I forever do. But only if it's Nicky doing it like Saturday and Monday night. Sunday was amazing, I'm so glad I went to his house early to wake him up, and eventually fall back asleep before getting Maureen's Kitchen :) COOK COOKKKKKK :'< :) why are you so cute? Why is everything we do just like, perfect?
I can't get enough of us. Our bond is just so unbelievably close.

With all the tragedy lately, I'm really appreciating all that I have. Your life can change in an instant, so it's good to be prepared for it at all times. Then again, I just want to cherish everything, and not to mention drive safer, which I have been.
I like that the campus is closed, cause it gives me more reasons to become an art nerd and just stay in the art rooms practically all day. I just want my school day to consist of that mostly.
I like how monday, when there was barely anyone in the class, me and Molly were just talking. I think us talking, esp. 4th period, helped me get more comfortable and stress-free while doing the still-life. I was way too hard on myself when I first started doing it. So thanks Mol! "daa-lingg, yaar saooo baauutifuull" haha

I'm just really happy right now. I look forward to the weekends (with yew), seeing cookie at work, school (most of the time), and receiving packages in the mail.

I just feel pretty stressless, minus stress for deadlines for college, and I hope I stay that way. Everything is just so good!!! :>

Cookie, I love you with all my heart. You're my best friend.

:)

No, you're the 8th wonder.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:42:33 GMT

I was just looking at pics from today and seriously this was the best fucking weekend. From soup dumplings to long naps to the new touch experience to ice cream with mel and sleepovers with cookie, then a day out eat pumpkin picking, nothing beats it. Seriously cookie I love you too much. It makes me weak at my knees thinking of you and how perfect we are. You're the one baby I love you so fucking much. This weekend means everything to me.

photos!

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 02:22:10 GMT

I found some old pics going through photobucket...here we go.

wow. fucking good times haha some are so funny. love you all!!!

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 09:18:38 GMT

bye bye y'alllllllllllll
I love you cookie :)

Fall- my favorite time of the year

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 15:20:01 GMT

Across the Universe was by far a very beautiful movie. Or musical movie. Whatever you'd call it, it was very refreshing and made me feel really good about what I have and my life and shit. Like, the whole time Nicky and I would squeeze each other's arm when something cute was said, something we can relate to. Any movie about love, involving art, new york city, music, or even the Vietnam war movements will definitely interest me.

I seriously love my new haircut. Nicky cut it Friday night before we went into Huntington for dinner. It came out so perfect.
The whole weekend was perfect, minus a long day at work.
I just wish I had more "weekend" free time. Especially to see cookie.

No joke, hands down, without a doubt, Nicky is perfect for me.
My best friend and lover, my companion and support, the person who knows me more than anyone ever will. I can't contain all my love for him inside me.

I'm gonna start relying on my sketchbook all the time. I'm going to be drawing for me, I'm not going to worry about anyone looking at it or perfecting everything I make.
I need to put more art around my room, I need to keep my room clean

School is school, all that sticks out in my mind about school is my friendship with Mel and how it grew again, AP art and college, and Marine Ecology with Greg. I'm very much happy with that.

I can't wait to be in the city doing things on my own, spending time with my baby anytime I want. Just really living it up.

But that doesn't mean I'm not living it up now. Life's fucking amazing.

Love

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 04:16:15 GMT

Friday night was so fucking good. Mostly because I spent it with my Cookie and I've been waiting to do that all week. I love cooking and playing with him, but my most favorite thing of all is sleeping with him. I mean real sleeping. Not even just sleeping, but waking up only half awake, feeling a kiss or soft skin on your cheek that you can't help but kiss. Just the warmth under cold sheets. I'll sleep forever like that if I could. It's truly a beautiful and comforting thing. I wish it could always be that way.

Tonight after getting sushi and seeing Nicky for a bit my family met up with more family at this dinner cruise that goes around the Statue of Liberty. It was my Grandparent's 50th anniversary and that in itself is amazing. It was fun, mostly the dancing part, regardless if it was mostly disco hits. When we made a dedication for my grandparents, they got up and slow danced to their wedding song, and I saw my Grandpa singing all the words in her ear. Yes of course I started crying.

Love is just such a beautiful and powerful thing. I really think that's why we are on this earth. To find love and keep ourselves living through others and through more chains of love. It's definitely something I'll never take for granted. It's so valuable and delicate, yet the strongest of our emotions and feelings. I don't know. I'm just glad I have people to love and someone to really reserve all my love to. Nicky is the most caring and heartwarming boy I've ever met and I'm sure I'll ever meet. I just never want this to end.

friday-today

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 00:43:59 GMT

I bought a new pair of jeans today and I found this like, moon rock in the right front pocket.

Freaked me out a little, thought it was anthrax in the form of a pebble or some shit. then I realized it had little black crystals in it, so it really was a rock. Kind of like a gray pumice. Maybe a child found it on their way to the sweatshops one morning and put it in the first pocket of pants they sewed up. Kind of like a secret message. I don't know, it's weird though.

Today I woke up around 10, hung around and watched Americas Next Top model- the most addicting show ever. I did my homework and such and made plans with Mel.
Around 3 I picked her up and we went to Mandee's to buy something with the gift card I got for cutting Ally's hair/decorating her jeans. I got my new jeans there.

After that Jordan called and we picked him up and went to Nesconset day. Nothing there at all.
We all got in the mood for ices so we went to Ralphs, sooo delicious.
Brought it back to Jordan's and watched Superbad, Almost all of it. Funny movieee

I dropped off Mel, came home and soon had dinner. Then I showered, and now I'm here.

The real reason why I wanted to write in here was to talk about Friday and Saturday night.
Friday, after city plans failed, Nicky and I spent a beautiful time in his room. We napped for an hour or so too, which I love so much.
He took me to California Pizza Kitchen, which was delicious. And adorable cause every time we go out to eat it's like a first date. Our waiter was really nice.
It was cool running into Greg Kenny Ty and his girl and Brian.
Went back to Nickys, watched Big Fish<3333 such a good/cute/funny/enjoyable movie.
Beautiful day.

Last night, after being on register for six hours, My parents and their friends went out, leaving me and Ashley with Ally to watch. We made cotton candy outside, Mac n cheez n hot dogs, and watched more Americas Next Top Model.
Nicky came over a little later, and he was upset but we talked and held each other in my room.
I love you because I love you.

We played Wii with everyone, and hung out till my parents got home.
After everything, I grabbed Nicky to go downstairs, and we talked, and lay together,
and eventually got comforters and moved to the floor, where we peacefully slept for a few hours.
It was around 3:30 when he left to go see Konrad. And I went upstairs to go back asleep.
But I missed him and wish we'd stayed.
So beautiful. I always fall asleep so easily in his arms.

And fucking like, he kisses me when he wakes up, lips dry and warm.
I just like squeeze him and feel his arms and hair. ughh<3333

Cook cook, I really love you. No other girl can like I do.

It's not even 9 yet, but I think I'm gonna relax, drink some chamomile and fall asleep.
I wish it were getting colder sooner.
byebye

Summer '07

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:08:15 GMT

I hope everyone had a great summer. Next summer we'll all be parting so let's make this year worth it!

This was a great summer. A beautiful summer is more like it. I did tons of things I never did before.

It was full of late nights and sleeping in.
Long days of work but lazy nights, sometimes strange adventurous.
Going into the city, China town, the trophy scars show, or just American Apparel
Going to the Palisades mall for the first time ever, and the strange places on the way with my baby. :)
Video games, Big Brain!!!, and Mario Party 8 at Nickys and wherever the Wii traveled.
Countless family parties, Nicky joining, and beach sessions.
A cruise I'll never forget- swimming in exotic waterfalls in the heart of bare nature-filled islands. Happy and fun times with friends you're only with for one week of your life.
Regular nights in my baby's bedroom, the window by his bed open for ventilation as we lay clammy in his bed. Fucking beautiful nights. Or afternoons. Or early morning visits.
And before the public Rinx pool was open, pool hopping or skinny dipping with some of funnest people, including one of my new favorite friends, Elly.
To days and nights just lounging on my Hammock, playing DS with Ells or tangling legs with someone I love.
To Onsies and clear jelly flats.
To AA bras if wearing one at all.
For Met Games and all the fun they bring
To restaurant after restaurant
or a delicious homemade dinner at my Cookie's
or snacking late at my house before playing a game of scrabble.
Bonding with Bubba, feeding my backyard fish in the morning and watering the garden vegetables.
Having boiled Nathans hot dogs as a late night snack with ash
or roasting them and singing country songs by the backyard campfire with elly
...and then getting 42 mosquito bites on one foot alone.
To frequent visits to the mall, bowling, or playing at Dave and Busters for free
For Hexic in Konrad's bedroom, white castle, or fucking Beef n Broc in Nicky's car
Or spontaneous hangouts with Greg, never fails me
For Frizz sessions at Denison, Bring Me The Horizon, and listening to Little Motel on the way home from your house.
Windows down, cooling off rosy cheeks, then ending with a kiss goodnight. Or several.
And probably tons more that I can't find the time to mention.
But thank you all for being a part of it
Thank you Georgia and Sami for coming out and making my summer extra special
Thank you Nicky for making this a true summer of love
Thank you all my friends who have shared time with me.

Definitely a summer I can't ever forget.
Goodnight everyone. Senior year starts tomorrow.

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 06:16:34 GMT

"Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful, or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable, and keeps no record of when it has been wronged.
It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance."

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:19:20 GMT

I like that my family throws/goes to a lot of parties this year. It's fun and summer-y. Like the old days when it was all about get-tog ethers and family & friend house parties.

Erin and Ally have been seen a lot this summer. They look up to me, and always ask me to do things like cut their hair, borrow clothes, introduce them to cool music and things, or even customize their jeans. And I gladly do things with them, because they're not annoying or bratty. I'm like the older sister they both never had, and it's nice. :)

I love when Nicky shows up at my house in surprise. I was so glad to see him tonight and spend some fun time with him. He really is so fun (and cute lololoooollll)
I never want him to leave.

Artwork is going well, pretty much done with two, just gotta fix up one more and I'll be done. My portrait of Nicky is my favorite. My mom said she's really starting to see a style I'm developing, which is sick because I always dreamed of having my own style of art that no one else has, like most artists do.

I'm becoming obsessed with watching runway collections of big designers online. Even if it's just pictures, something about it just keeps me glued to the screen. And they're usually so boring. I'm really considering fashion design these days for a college major.

I'll be doing an overall summer update soon, just felt like updating for now.